Santa gifted me a gun to use,
A revolver, with real ammunition to boot
It’s the one I have aimed right between your beautiful eyes
Goodbye, my dear, the end is drawing near
I think, if I could turn back time, I would like to see the fireworks we saw that night
At the Summer gathering
Just the two of us, smiling
Forgive me, I know it is silly to have belief in such impossible things
Because I knew when I met you
We were raised to believe in two very different views
Underneath the cherry blossom tree,
That’s where you encountered, HER, the “evil” me
You had sided with the “law”, so sadly, you must bear the cross
In spite of that, you were all that I had
You know, this is not my first crime, I have ended lives with this gun here many times
Never once, a tear I’ve shed
Never once, I’ve been in love with the dead
I do not need an apology for this is my deed, done all for selfish greed
Wipe that smile away I don’t deserve to see that face
The Spring flowers budding, our love, blossoming
Then Summer’s bonding had created fond memories
One chilly Autumn night our hearts and souls had combined
Then Winter blew through, it’s the end, and I know what to do
My trigger finger readies, I heave a sigh at the hammer’s rise
That same finger trembles as I hold back tears that I’ll cry
All that I can say to you, the final words, “I’m sorry”
In the end that’s when you said to me-
I think, if I could turn back time, I would like to see the fireworks we saw that night
At the Summer gathering
Just the two of us, smiling
It’s okay, I’m sure I’ll find a way to hold you close to me again some day
“Our love is forever strong”
Hey, isn’t that what we said long before you were gone?
“If only, we could turn back time and start again..”